Sunday, February 22, 2015

RIP Aunt Evelyn

I just got news that my great aunt Evelyn died yesterday.  She is my maternal grandfather's sister.  Aunt Evelyn was the most wonderful kindhearted lady who was always genuinely concerned for others.  She called my mother (her niece) on a regular basis to see how everybody was doing.

I have fond memories of family get togethers with my grandpa's side of the family growing up.  She always wanted to be at family gatherings even though she lived far away in Idaho and the gatherings were always in Utah.  She and Uncle Ken would always make the trek from Idaho to Utah. She even came to my missionary farewell.

Aunt Evelyn was the sweetest, kindest lady I've ever known.  Just to let you know what kind of person she was -- she was on the way to the temple when she died.  If anyone is celestial bound, it's her.  I can only hope to try to be as good of a person as Aunt Evelyn.


 Aunt Evelyn, me, Uncle Ken -- January 12, 1992 at my missionary farewell.
And Evelyn in the back behind Grandpa-- I'm guessing sometime in the early 1940s.

RIP Aunt Evelyn

May 8, 1923 - February 21, 2015

I can imagine the wonderful reunion she had with her parents, sister, and my grandma Sylvia.  :-)

Her graduation (funeral) will be held this Saturday @ 11:00 AM in Idaho.

*For family history purposes, she died suddenly and unexpectedly of a AAA -- abdominal aortic aneurysm.

Thursday, February 19, 2015

Elder Nelson Quote


"The wise use of your freedom to make your own decisions is crucial to your spiritual growth, now and for eternity. You are never too young to learn, never too old to change. Your yearnings to learn and change come from a divinely instilled striving for eternal progression. Each day brings opportunity for decisions for eternity."
—Russell M. Nelson, "Decisions for Eternity"

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Not Too Good Al

I've never been superstitious but this Friday the 13th was very unlucky for me.  :-(

I got updated x-rays of my broken femur.  9.5 weeks s/p diagnosis and stabilization.  12 weeks s/p fracture.

X-rays showed no sign of healing.  :-(

My next appointment is also on Friday the 13th.  I'm not too hopeful.  :-(



Monday, February 9, 2015

Combatants in the Eternal Contest

Got this in my inbox just now. Kind of how I'm feeling lately.  Well said Elder Oaks!

"Even as we seek to be meek and to avoid contention, we must not compromise or dilute our commitment to the truths we understand. We must not surrender our positions or our values. The gospel of Jesus Christ and the covenants we have made inevitably cast us as combatants in the eternal contest between truth and error. There is no middle ground in that contest."

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Doctor Barbie

Lisa wanted me to document where "Doctor Barbie" came from for posterity's sake I guess.  Although technically I have no posterity.  :-)

Anyway, I'm going to tell the story as to how I got that nickname.

I was a third-year medical student doing my surgery rotation.  As part of the rotation, we met together once a week, I think, for special problems clinic.

During special problems clinic there would be one or two patients who had, of all things, a special problem that no one could figure out.  Therefore one of the attendings would work up the patient while we all watched and learned.  :-) Then the collaborative minds would discuss and try to figure out what was going on with the patient.

As I recall there were usually about 20 people in the room.  A handful of attendings who were our professors, and a mix of residents and students.

It was sort of set up like a classroom where the attendings and patients were at the front of the room and the residents and students were all sitting in chairs watching.  Because this was surgery rotation we were all in scrubs and white coats.Which I guess can seem pretty intimidating, especially to a child.

One time, the patient was a six-year-old little girl.  She must have had a biomechanical problem because the attending working the patient up was Dr. Shearer, who was the head of the biomechanics department at the school.

Anyway as Dr. Shearer was working up the patient, he asked her to walk down the aisle between all of the students and residents to watch her gait.  Well, needless to say she was a little scared to walk down the aisle between all of the "Doctors".

 So her mother, trying to encourage her to walk down the aisle said to the little girl, "Walk over to that doctor that looks like Barbie".  Of course she meant me :-).  For some reason I happened to be standing up in the back of the room. Presumably to have a better look at the gait.

Then Dr. Shearer said something like, "We just call her Dr. Barbie around here".  Everybody laughed and the little girl did walk towards me so we were able to watch and analyze her gait.

So the name stuck and I was, of course, highly flattered :-).

That's my story and I'm sticking to it :-).

These are the only pictures I have in captivity of me in scrubs and a white coat.
Coincidentally, this was during my surgery rotation as a third-year student at CCPM.
Proudly showing some flowers Mom and Dad sent me for my birthday.  They actually had them sent to the school.  I remember being in a small lecture with Doctor Chang --  one of our podiatric surgery attendings/professors-- during surgery rotation when I received them.:-)

Isn't it weird that I remember the lecture was on TAL (Tendo Achilles Lengthening) Surgery? 

This is me with my boyfriend Ken.  :-) Ha ha ha

This is when I was a resident in Texas.


Getting caught by the self timer.  :-)

Obviously the scrubs were way too big!



Sunday, February 1, 2015

Family Home Evening Lesson -- Joseph Smith

Tammy’s Family Home Evening Lesson
February 1, 2015
Joseph Smith


Opening hymn: “Joseph Smith’s First Prayer” hymn number 26
Opening prayer: by invitation

The following is an excerpt from ”The Testimony of the Prophet Joseph Smith” pamphlet published by the church which can be found on  LDS.org here: https://www.lds.org/topics/joseph-smith/testimony?lang=eng

Joseph Smith: A Prophet of God

“When Joseph Smith was 14 years old, he wanted to know which church he should join, so he asked God in sincere prayer. In response to this prayer, God the Father and His Son, Jesus Christ, appeared to Joseph and told him the true Church of Jesus Christ was not on the earth and They had chosen Joseph to restore it.

“From that day, Joseph labored in God’s service, working to establish The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and to build up God’s kingdom on earth in the latter days….

Which Church Is Right?

Joseph Smith was born in 1805 in Sharon, Vermont. At the time this narrative begins, he was 14 years old, living with his family in New York, and earnestly considering which church to join. The following is Joseph’s experience, written in his own words.

During this time of great excitement my mind was called up to serious reflection and great uneasiness. … I often said to myself: What is to be done? Who of all these parties are right; or, are they all wrong together? If any one of them be right, which is it, and how shall I know it?

While I was laboring under the extreme difficulties caused by the contests of these parties of religionists, I was one day reading the Epistle of James, first chapter and fifth verse, which reads: “If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.”

Never did any passage of scripture come with more power to the heart of man than this did at this time to mine. It seemed to enter with great force into every feeling of my heart. I reflected on it again and again, knowing that if any person needed wisdom from God, I did; for how to act I did not know, and unless I could get more wisdom than I then had, I would never know; for the teachers of religion of the different sects understood the same passages of scripture so differently as to destroy all confidence in settling the question by an appeal to the Bible.

At length I came to the conclusion that I must either remain in darkness and confusion, or else I must do as James directs, that is, ask of God. I at length came to the determination to “ask of God,” concluding that if he gave wisdom to them that lacked wisdom, and would give liberally, and not upbraid, I might venture.

Joseph Smith’s First Vision

In accordance with this, my determination to ask of God, I retired to the woods to make the attempt. It was on the morning of a beautiful, clear day, early in the spring of eighteen hundred and twenty. It was the first time in my life that I had made such an attempt, for amidst all my anxieties I had never as yet made the attempt to pray vocally.

After I had retired to the place where I had previously designed to go, having looked around me, and finding myself alone, I kneeled down and began to offer up the desires of my heart to God. I had scarcely done so, when immediately I was seized upon by some power which entirely overcame me, and had such an astonishing influence over me as to bind my tongue so that I could not speak. Thick darkness gathered around me, and it seemed to me for a time as if I were doomed to sudden destruction.

But, exerting all my powers to call upon God to deliver me out of the power of this enemy which had seized upon me, and at the very moment when I was ready to sink into despair and abandon myself to destruction—not to an imaginary ruin, but to the power of some actual being from the unseen world, who had such marvelous power as I had never before felt in any being—just at this moment of great alarm, I saw a pillar of light exactly over my head, above the brightness of the sun, which descended gradually until it fell upon me.

It no sooner appeared than I found myself delivered from the enemy which held me bound. When the light rested upon me I saw two Personages, whose brightness and glory defy all description, standing above me in the air. One of them spake unto me, calling me by name and said, pointing to the other—“This is My Beloved Son. Hear Him!”

My object in going to inquire of the Lord was to know which of all the sects was right, that I might know which to join. No sooner, therefore, did I get possession of myself, so as to be able to speak, than I asked the Personages who stood above me in the light, which of all the sects was right (for at this time it had never entered into my heart that all were wrong)—and which I should join.

I was answered that I must join none of them, for they were all wrong; and the Personage who addressed me said that all their creeds were an abomination in his sight; that those professors were all corrupt; that: “they draw near to me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me, they teach for doctrines the commandments of men, having a form of godliness, but they deny the power thereof.”

He again forbade me to join with any of them; and many other things did he say unto me, which I cannot write at this time. When I came to myself again, I found myself lying on my back, looking up into heaven. When the light had departed, I had no strength; but soon recovering in some degree, I went home.

Persecution

Joseph obeyed God and did not join any existing church. As he told people what he had seen and heard, he began experiencing opposition and persecution.

I soon found … that my telling the story had excited a great deal of prejudice against me among professors of religion, and was the cause of great persecution, which continued to increase; and though I was an obscure boy, only between fourteen and fifteen years of age, and my circumstances in life such as to make a boy of no consequence in the world, yet men of high standing would take notice sufficient to excite the public mind against me, and create a bitter persecution; and this was common among all the sects—all united to persecute me.”…--End of excerpt from “The Testimony of the Prophet Joseph Smith”

The following are quotes from Neil L. Andersen, of the quorum of the 12 apostles, October 2014 General Conference address, “Joseph Smith”  link: https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2014/10/joseph-smith?lang=eng

“On his first visit to the Prophet Joseph Smith at age 17, an angel called Joseph by name and told him that he, Moroni, was a messenger sent from the presence of God and that God had a work for him to do. Imagine what Joseph must have thought when the angel then told him that his name would “be had for good and evil among all nations, kindreds, and tongues.”1 Perhaps the shock in Joseph’s eyes caused Moroni to repeat again that both good and evil would be spoken of him among all people.2

The good spoken of Joseph Smith came slowly; the evil speaking began immediately. Joseph wrote, “How very strange it was that an obscure boy … should be thought … of sufficient importance to attract … the most bitter persecution.”3

While love for Joseph grew, so also did hostility. At the age of 38, he was murdered by a mob of 150 men with painted faces.4 While the Prophet’s life abruptly ended, the good and evil spoken of Joseph was just beginning.

Should we be surprised with the evil spoken against him? The Apostle Paul was called mad and deranged.5 Our Beloved Savior, the Son of God, was labeled gluttonous, a winebibber, and possessed of a devil.6

The Lord told Joseph of his destiny:

“The ends of the earth shall inquire after thy name, and fools shall have thee in derision, and hell shall rage against thee;
“While the pure in heart, … the wise, … and the virtuous, shall seek … blessings constantly from under thy hand.”7

Why does the Lord allow the evil speaking to chase after the good? One reason is that opposition against the things of God sends seekers of truth to their knees for answers.8
Many of those who dismiss the work of the Restoration simply do not believe that heavenly beings speak to men on earth. Impossible, they say, that golden plates were delivered by an angel and translated by the power of God. From that disbelief, they quickly reject Joseph’s testimony, and a few unfortunately sink to discrediting the Prophet’s life and slandering his character.

We are especially saddened when someone who once revered Joseph retreats from his or her conviction and then maligns the Prophet.10

“Studying the Church … through the eyes of its defectors,” Elder Neal A. Maxwell once said, is “like interviewing Judas to understand Jesus. Defectors always tell us more about themselves than about that from which they have departed.”11

Jesus said, “Bless them that curse you, … and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you.”12 Let us offer kindness to those who criticize Joseph Smith, knowing in our own hearts that he was a prophet of God and taking comfort that all this was long ago foretold by Moroni.

We might remind the sincere inquirer that Internet information does not have a “truth” filter. Some information, no matter how convincing, is simply not true.

Years ago I read a Time magazine article that reported the discovery of a letter, supposedly written by Martin Harris, that conflicted with Joseph Smith’s account of finding the Book of Mormon plates.14

A few members left the Church because of the document.15

Sadly, they left too quickly. Months later experts discovered (and the forger confessed) that the letter was a complete deception.16 You may understandably question what you hear on the news, but you need never doubt the testimony of God’s prophets.

We might remind the inquirer that some information about Joseph, while true, may be presented completely out of context to his own day and situation.

[relate story of Elder Russell M. Nelson from Elder Andersen’s talk]

There are now more than 29,000 congregations and 88,000 missionaries teaching the gospel across the world. Millions of Latter-day Saints are seeking to follow Jesus Christ, live honorable lives, care for the poor, and give of their time and talents in helping others.

Jesus said:

“A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. …
“… By their fruits ye shall know them.”20

These explanations are convincing, but the sincere inquirer should not rely on them exclusively to settle his or her search for truth.

Each believer needs a spiritual confirmation of the divine mission and character of the Prophet Joseph Smith. This is true for every generation. Spiritual questions deserve spiritual answers from God.
The negative commentary about the Prophet Joseph Smith will increase as we move toward the Second Coming of the Savior. The half-truths and subtle deceptions will not diminish. There will be family members and friends who will need your help. Now is the time to adjust your own spiritual oxygen mask so that you are prepared to help others who are seeking the truth.21

A testimony of the Prophet Joseph Smith can come differently to each of us. … With faith and real intent, your testimony of the Prophet Joseph Smith will strengthen. The constant water balloon volleys from the sidelines may occasionally get you wet, but they need never, never extinguish your burning fire of faith.

To the youth listening today or reading these words in the days ahead, I give a specific challenge: Gain a personal witness of the Prophet Joseph Smith. Let your voice help fulfill Moroni’s prophetic words to speak good of the Prophet.
There are great and wonderful days ahead. President Thomas S. Monson has said: “This great cause … will continue to go forth, changing and blessing lives. … No force in the entire world can stop the work of God. Despite what comes, this great cause will go forward.”23
In our society beyond the veil of death, we will clearly understand the sacred calling and divine mission of the Prophet Joseph Smith. In that not-too-distant day, you and I and “millions [more] shall know ‘Brother Joseph’ again.”—end of excerpt from Elder Andersen’s talk.

[close with my own testimony of the Prophet Joseph Smith]

Closing hymn: “Praise to The Man” hymn number 27
closing prayer: by invitation

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